No one ever talks about what happens after. All the focus is on the adventure, the mission, the amazing changes that are going to take place during this once in a lifetime experience. I have come home with a halo that hangs heavy on my head & everyone sighs in envy of all that I have seen & done. But no one really knows what it is like to come home. No one really understands that it wasn't all sunshine & light. That I am different, the world is different. No one really knows what it feels like to be Returned.